THANKS EVERYONE FOR SUPPORTING THE CLS ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING AY2008/2009!! It was a total success, and we got over 140 ppl, excluding my committee members -way past the 100 quota, and if i m not wrong, its the biggest ever showing in recent years. somemore not many yr3s came. i am totally exhilerated by the response. Can you imagine the fine surprise i got when i saw a crowd outside MLT1 even before the start of the AGM? I have only one chance as a President of CLS, and i will try my best to remember every single one of you who came huh.. really appreciate you guys staying back after school and waiting for the AGM to start! =)

Thankz for coming down. I really appreciate it, the things you do to make sure you're able to have time to come and support me. I am touched, cos i doubt anyone else will sacrifice their own stuff for me! In fact, it never happened before. I wanna pen it down here so tat i will remember it, knowing my self-confessed short term memory. Thankx for everything.

First day of school. I missed the morning lessons. And I had to do a second sample for my Practical. First time this sorta stuff happened to me. And so, i couldnt complete it first! sigh! kk.. tats besides the point.

School feels different. I guess its because I have a different life now. At least it feels tat way. WAT AM I SAYING! OF COS ITS DIFFERENT! cos.. i have different priorities in life liao. YOU are my priority. but at least i have good reason to go school liao. haa..

its the smallest things in life tat really matters.
i'll nv forget the things tat you do.
once again, thankx for everything.
I love you.

11.

I AM SUPPOSED TO GET SLEEP TODAY!!

Dam! slept like not even 2 hrs and i gotta rush to my aunt's place for some food gorging session. not tat my sleepy + weak stomach can take much of it. Decided to leave earlier and go back home to rest instead, but found out i cant sleep at all. grr.. planned to sleep at 10pm, but guess wats the time now: 10.22pm. LOL. and i totally hate school. ZERO mood to go to school tomorrow.

all i need is sleep. and its sleep i m not getting. lol..

A place in my heart reserved for the sweetest gal in my life: YOU.

10.

Woke up early in the morning to rush to school for the parents networking session. supposed to be in my best all the time there, clearing the doubts of all the parents there: BRING YOUR CHILD TO SP! IT HAS EVERYTHING CATERED FOR THEM! lol.. i hate doing this sorta stuff. feels like psycho-ing ppl only.

Rush backed to Pasir Ris beach for the NBE. Weather is extraordinarily hot today. but i like it. cos i guess i m the sunny sort of person after all. the chickens tasted nice. so, thx to the ppl who brought marinating of chickens to another lvl, and of cos the ppl who bbq-ed it.

took a bloody cab down to east coast park from pasir ris park and it costs me over 20bucks. and i took almost an hour. did i get cheateD? most probably. lol. but wateva.

"Ton" at city area with YOU. kinda bored at clarke quay at first, but the merlion part raised our spirits. there was the dam weird lookin moon, and the dam bloody cold chill by singapore river. the baot quay's mac was totally disgusting, and the 3 other stuff we saw after tat -equally horrible. wat an "exciting" ton-ning session. first time i see this sorta stuff in my 23yrs of life on planet Earth. lol.

there's a first for everything, and this is my first.
Got to noe more about you. also proved tat it was a wise and correct choice i made when i decided to follow my heart.
Great to have you by my side, and i always wished it could be like this foreva.
Ignoring the world around us, and keeping to the little world of our own.
I jus love it.

in a world of our own. =)

9.

NBE ppl stayed over at my place the whole night, while i have to risk not wakin up on time the next day for some parents networking session the next morning. It will definitely be a long day tomolo, and i dun expect myself to get any sleep until Sunday.

Anyway, spotted YOU playing softball before leaving. couldnt bear to leave. especially after the hug. feels weird not goin home with you too.

went to Giant to get the foodstuffs for NBE, and came back to my house to slack awhile before marinating the chicken.

Spent almost the rest of the night chatting with YOU on the phone before succumbin to sleep.

you make my life worthwhile.

8.

MSTs ARE FINALLY OVER! The last papers sucked. shant think bout it. its over anyway. looks like i've got alot of stuff to catch up with after this weekend if i m to get good gpa for this semester. i haven have much choice too.

I wanna grow old with you.

7.

Test today was terrrible. I am a total disappointment, and an embarrassment to myself. I noe all the facts at the back of my mind, and even with this being my most confident module, i still cant do well for it. SO.. I MUST STUDY HARD when MST ends. haha.. sounds weird huh, but i seriously gotta catch up alot man. AND I TOT I'M like dam hardworking this sem already. sigh. its jus not enough. I cant believe how the heck i manage to scrape through my PSLE, Os and As, and i cant even do well for this. haa..

I only want you.

6.

Studied at club today. tomolo is my 3rd paper. dialogue session plus another dunno wat dialogue again immediately after tat. and i've still got another paper on thursday. wish me luck, again.

i dun wanna let go of your hand, ever.

5.

First paper of the MSTs. Wat can i say? I din really study hard for it, and i am so gonna reap wat i sow. the first few qns were okie, but the questions jus keep getting harder and harder. it really is a pain tryin to decipher all the "GREEK" words that seem to appear in front of me in the form of English Alphabets! Nah.. its over anyway.. i guess i shall jus concentrate on the paper tomolo!

I've been thinking alot these few days, of the kind of life i wanna lead. Do I wan a kinda life where my life is being controlled by others? Do I wan a life whereby i'll regret forever because of things I din do? Well, I'm definitely not gonna be cowed down by idiotic rumours, who're made by people who know nothing at all, and jus have nothing better else to do but to make baseless assumptions. Fuck you all.

I am sure i made the right choice. i wun regret. i do wat i wan to do. and wat my heart tells me to do. its my life. =)

i wanna hold you in my arms, forever.

4.

its my life. i wanna lead it the way i wan it to be. no one can ever stop me. anyone can try, but no one betta bet on it.

i really am "honoured". cos apparently my life is so significant tat many ppl wans to noe the life i am leading. wat can i say but "thank you for your continuous support".

alright. MSTs start tomolo. and i've been sleeping and slacking all day long. Thanks to all the well-wishes, cos i really need lotsa it. thank goodness its gonna be done by thursday.

life is great with you around.

3.

wat a day. a boring day, tat is.

ran to bedok reservoir, and bumped into the dragonboat ppl there. and fancy them saying i m crazy for runnin so far. lol. i mean, arent they fitness freaks?? lol. nvm.

the time now is 23.04. its about 1 day more till the end of the world for me. MSTs are totally uncool man. i cant wait till the end of the week arrives.

you're everything i ever wanted. =)

2.

thx.

1.

I was browsing through the net, and i chanced upon this video. DAM DISGUSTING CAN!

http://202.157.174.100/20080617-ss-fish/Player.html

its about fishes being practically skinned alive, cooked alive and eaten alive. I mean, can you imagine the fish on the serving plate with mouth opening and closing, and the only the body is being cooked? its like how cruel can. Those bastards can jus go ahead and rot in hell.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to AzHaR! -you'll always be my model Bangla! lol..

Life is full of surprises. Just when you tot tat some things are impossible and will not happen, it'll make a U-turn and come straight at you and tell you tat nothing is impossible. This time, i am glad the impossible thing happened.

I've chanced upon this blog. Its bout the NSman who died in Brunei. Go read it if you've got the time to spare. Dam touching can.. www.memyselfmine.blogspot.com

Went to school today to watch the friendly between CLS soccer team and BE soccer team. Afterwards, went to swim. the weather was perfect. Nothing else to do after that, so went home alone..

Friends are there to advise you and gif you their personal opinions. At the end of the day, the decision still lies with myself. Its my life I am leading after all. I am so glad that i made this decision myself. Now that i am at "full-steam ahead" mode, I am so not gonna stop. No one can make me stop now. I know where my heart lies, and I am so glad i followed my heart. =)

when will you be mine?

I was browsing through the pictures taken from my phone, and i realised that I've taken lotsa photos on the 1st Saturday meeting with my fellow MCs! Its all in the name of fun, so well, PLS DO NOT KILL ME FOR THESE UNGLAM SHOTS!! LOL..


OKIe, i dun have the full MCs in the house, but still, I jus have the feeling that the MCs this year will rock. Well, enough of club matters.

Its Wednesday tomolo, and I should be at school studying again! its less den 1 week till MSTs, and frankly, i could've really studied much harder.. LOL. knowing myself, i will jus leave it till the last min and start praying for luck, and now IS already quite last min. haa.. betta get my act together and start studying, and hope that the chunks of "knowledge" and somehow pry itself through the thick skull of mine!

I am all about loving you. =)

I AM BACK!!!

Life is slowly picking up. And I am soon getting used to this busy life. After all, isn't this wat i am doing at every academic institution i end up at? or even while in NS. or maybe when i am working. I guess though I am not a full-fledged perfectionist, I am at least close to it, though i cant see why i dun put in as much effort as in my studies -i always depend on luck for it!

I've found a new aim in life, and I am gonna use every ounce and every effort to pursue it. I wont gif up at all, cos I know this is what I really want. I actually am surprised that I am doin all these, but den again, its all coming straight from the heart. Life is short, if i dun do it now, i may jus regret it for the rest of my life...